Faith is this.
“Believe even if you can’t see. Obey even if you don’t understand. Persevere even if it’s hard.”
Sometimes, you may think that every single thing doesn’t make any sense at all. But remember that God intrudes. When you feel that you are in a deep, hopeless situation, God will pull you out from that mess and turn it into a message.
As long as you are fervently living the life of pure grace from God, you’re fine.
Relax. You are just okay.